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Tuesday, February 16, 2010



i received a group request from my high school on facebook. shit. and realized that i still havent collected my spm certificate. haha. it's been 4 years. and also it reminded me of my class blog. yeah... we had a blog for our class. so funny. and i found a video of me leading my green house team. shit. yeah i was a tomboy and the president of the sports club. i had short hair and was holding a flag and i had glasses on.. wtf.. buruk gila. hahaha. FAIL!! -_- god i had an annoying voice. so immature. sigh..

khairul and i. early 2006. tuhan, ampunilah rambut apek jual sayur aku. wtf.. buruk gila. haha.

jeah rysaoki 2006. huhu. we had a special name tag for our class. huhu. LK stands for lukisan kejuruteraan my fav class!! cause we teh coolezz. lol. im not sure what's the english term. i think it's technical drafting or engineering drawing. most of my highschool classmates are taking either engineering, quantity surveying or architecture in college. i je sesat ambil graphic design/multimedia -.-

who dat ugleh beetch wif teh flag?!?! lol

this was in 2004 actually. i was 15. hahaha -.- omg. we looked so young -.- i had really ugly glasses. hahaha.

khairul and i. my hair was slightly longer by raya 2006. huhu.

middle 2006. i started ladyesah. this was wayyy before i started doing apparels. was doing a lot of street art/wheat pasting/bombing back then.

merdeka 2006. atin's crib. right-left: shingyee, atin, me, hana and suet. omg. masa ni atin nmpk mcm orang gaji yang kalau cuti hari ahad akan pergi shopping mall ramai ramai dengan geng orang gaji lain, i was a pembaris papan hitam, hana was a lesbian and suet was a body builder. LOL

puasa 2006. kat pkns. i was trying out scarves -.- haha. see hair much longer this time. thank god. tuhan, ampunilah rambut apek jual sayur aku.

deepavali 2006. padang near suet's house. owh i miss this so much!!

atin's first fashion show at bb. awwww.

my first fashion show at ou. haha. omg.. buruknya. sigh sigh sigh. i started off being really ugleh/bad at modelling then practice practice practice! yes you can do it too! just practice practice practice!

finally, end of 2006.

huhuhu. omg. thank god it's been 4 years. high school was awesome!!! but towards the end, it wasnt important to me anymore. sebab i know, there are bigger things to achive in life and highschool was just a begining and i had a life outside high school. lol.

tak boleh ah nk layan the highschool bitches yang maybe they *perasan cantik* and are popular back then tapi when they graduate, they become not important to the society. so lain kali adik2 belajar rajin rajin, pastu boleh kerja bagus bagus or pursue what you want / your goals and dreams. jangan buli adik2 lain kat sekolah pastu cakap besar macam gangster tapi bila dah habis sekolah diri tak kemana pastu last last maybe cari laki kahwin pastu maybe umur 24 anak dah 3. huhu. then again. it's your life and only you can decide for yourself. bukan? maka adik adik kalau you're in school/college and there are people bullying you, ignore them. once you graduate, it doesnt matter anymore. huhuhu ♥





me in class. haha. we were fucking nerdy and i really didnt give a damn about how i was perceived in school. you wanna tell me i ni buruk perangai, macam jantan, tak cool, selekeh..etc... dipersilakan. haha. those were the days. haha. turn off tak?

Sunday, February 14, 2010


OWOWHOWH! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL! dun gamble too much and drink till pass out in front of the car porch and dun throw fire crackers at small children and old people! be safe and have fun! may you all have a prosperous cat tiger year ahead!

owh owh. i updated 2 more new entries today. go back to main page and scroll scroll! love love love, tong tong chang!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

one find day (LSD BIKES) / eniac - paradise kiss.

One Fine Day from LSDBIKES on Vimeo.

awesome video by better taste studio. LSD (Fixed gear bikes) crew Riding in seoul.

i am soooo in love with the first song!
tolong baca my sad hopeless fictional story. thanks!

i dont understand korean for sheit. but this song is making me a hopeless romantic. sigh. rasa mcm nk petik bunga pastu letak kat rambut sambil pakai baju putih knitted lengan panjang, bawak basikal ada basket, dalam basket ada kucing kecil dengan kunci rumah.
pastu kat traffic light boyfriend sms cakap, "awak... kita rindu.. tolong pulangkan dvd nacho libre kita" *gila potong* so masa tu pukul 5.30 ptg. then ada budak main layang layang.
so kita senyum la sambil bawak basikal sebab rasa mcm sureal kan. pastu budak tu jerit jerit cakap akak..!! buat ah wheelie nak tengok gak kak buat skid sambil wheelie tayar depan. tapi takpe. sebab lagu ni sweet sangat i pun tak layan request budak kecik tu instead i sambung cycle sampai kat padang then i golek golek kat grass then dapat another sms. boyfriend kata, "awak, takpe saya dah jumpa dvd nacho libre tak yah hantar.." so saya nak reply tapi!!! tiba tiba ada butterfly so i got distracted by it and left the phone on the grass and kejar the butterfly. tengok tengok butterfly tu tukar jadi eniac then background lagu paradise kiss ni. so kalau anyone ada lagu ni in mp3, tolong kasi link kat saya okay. thanks! the end.


UPDATED!! after 3 hours of intensive searching, not only have i been able to download eniac paradise kiss... BUT THE WHOLE ALBUM!! because i'm such an asshole, im not sharing till another 3-7 days. beg if you want! HAHAHAHA. penat sampai berpeluh tau i cari!! hmpphh. haha

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

65daysofstatic live in kuala lumpur (klpac) 10th march 2010 CONFIRM!

pic of the day

i haven't been updating for a while. been so busy with work. my only off day is FRIDAY.. yes i have to work on weekends FML :( huhu. so tiring!!

i want a high cut black converse. or at least a black sk8 hi cut vans. sigh. been wanting one for the past one year. no..i think longer. haha.

lately when i go out i like to wear false eyelashes. not the tarian-melayu-diva-ish-drag-eyelashes but the subtle ones. and i stick them using tweezers. and because i've been wearing them so often, it takes me less then 1 min to put it on. faster than wearing mascara and it looks much natural. aww. serious! you guys should try it as well! i want to post before after photos but it's currently 3:39am. buang tabiat gila pakai fake eyelashes sambil camwhore time time macam ni.. sigh -.- anyway, i bought my fake eyelashes when i was in vietnam. so funny. i wanted to get gifts for atin and suet there but didnt know what. so after much thought, i bought each of them 3 boxes of fake eyelashes! 1 box got 10 pairs! hahaha. tamak gila. :)

owh on friday i wanted to bake cookies. so i bought brown sugar, butter and white sugar. but tak sempat buat. so postpone to sunday. then on sunday night i wanted to bake cookies but my vanilla essence dah expired so had to wait till morning to get new ones. then today after i got the vanilla essence and did the cookie dough i realize i had no more parchment paper. SIGH!! so now must postpone to tomorrow. WTF..


i went for mono on saturday. all i can say is it was blooodddyyy awesome! didn't expect it to be that GREAT! sigh. will update on that soon! hehehe.

yeah...so random.. i know.. you must be wondering what does this entry have to do with the picture above. nothing actually. saja letak gambar tu. ha ha ha tu ah.. dah pukul 3 pagi mengada tak nak tidur nak juga update blog. ishishish