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Thursday, January 7, 2010

twenty one of age, is it for real?

top: gambar kucing tak sedar diri camwhore kat padang lepas penat kejar butterfly

i am turning 21 this year! woot! I CAN FINALLY VOTE FOR NEXT ELECTION! awww!! *clap clap*

i know i'm 6 days late to be talking about how i feel about 1 year ago. i honestly feel awesome|satisfied|content|happier now. i think 2010 will be a brilliant year with lots of opportunities and possibilities. i am thankful to be who i am and will continue to cherish each and everyday.

the begining of 2009 was difficult, exhausting and ridiculous. too stressfull that by the middle of the year i decided enough was enough and went away for a little while. (best time of my life!) it's true that with every hardship, if we managed to get through it, we'll learn a valuable lesson and things will soon get better because in most cases, a situation usually will get worst before it gets better! i did not turn myself away from my problems. i solved it then i went away. i made sure it's dealt/talked about then only i can find peace/move on.

during my 3 months of isolation from the 'usual', i've transformed drastically into a different person. i think the changes were for the good as i now tell things for what it is. if it's blue, it's blue! i know some say i should be more sensitive, but seriously don't ask my opinion then tell me to be sensitive...??? even though i know people would only want to hear what they want to hear. hmmm. NEHHH.. not gonna happen!

however, if you DID NOT ask for my opinion, i will of course say NOTHING. why find problem when there's no problem?!?! jangan jaga tepi kain orang! and do not say anything if you don't have anything nice to say unless they ask for it lah.. kan? but i'll be honest la. if it's nice of course i'll say it is nice :) gitu dehh. don't ask me to do a personality survey about other people. suka hati mereka lah nak jadi apa pun. janji tak kacau hidup i.

why am i so like this one? so bitter~~ and all and bla bla .. *emo kid i wanna hurt myself cut wrist and eat worms* no lah.. i'm not bitter i just couldn't care less anymore. because i'm tired of bullshit and people. people who claim this and that... tapi inside you know they can't be trusted. so yeah i'm sparing you people from bullshit.

*bunyi angel turun dari langit dengan lampu spotlight 500watt*

one less bullshit on earth = less rubbish


plus i'm currently into the whole sustainable design / eco-friendly concept. this year i would try to live healthier, contribute less wastage and pollution to mothernature and be a better person. i try. godspeed me.

owh owh.. i still love cats! tapi now im no longer a cat girl because i can't brand myself like that anymore. and i turn off semenjak ada orang self proclaim she has cat eyes. LOLLLLLLLLLLLL AHAKSSZZZZ #%$&E^*$&*. meowmeow! ok be good! bye ♥


top: gambar budak emo camwhore tak sedar diri kat padang -.-



dont worrie meowmeow 30 years soon :p mrrrr

Syuhada said...

The cat face is very cute :) Meow meow.

Tian Chad @ 永遇乐 said...

Yeah, life goes green =)
Wish you all the best in 2010!

farizzet said...

daftar ke sprm ya!

crazy_labelle said...

i'm turning 21 last 5th jan...
rasa mcm xbersedia la...
21... mcm big age... sudah sgt dewasa... kene tahu masak n kemas rumah etc... wah bosan2...
nak jd kitten forever... bole?

Alina said...

lol comell..hey..my first time here..love ur blog..

Hell Torres said...

meow meow..
nice blog u have here..
cant wait for the next entry..
meow meow

Mospeada said...


rysa said...

lenw- oooo~~ so soon!! huhu

terima kasih cik syuhada :)

tian chad- thank you! wish you all the best as well :)

farizzet- sprm itu apa? haha

crazy_labelle- owh i lambt lagi. nov baru officially 21. haha. tu lah~~ jadi kitten meow meow. haha.

alina- welcome! thanks :)

hell tores- meowmeow welcome! thanks :)

mospeada- huhuhu

Syuhada said...

Know what, I love meow meow too. But I tak cute bila buat cat face. U cute. Jeles T_T HAHA.

kitschkid said...

hahahahahahaha that last paragraph

i cannot handle.